“When Mr.Pain comes knocking at Your Door”

Do I Have Pain?

“Rate Your Pain” – it is almost unbearable ? “

It just seems that I should have another surgery… for there is pain in both knees… but I just keep nursing the pain and  keep hoping… someday the pain will leave… forever!

Just had another surgery, that’s two within a month’s time, and I really do not know how I feel.  At least  –  to give a number between  1  and  10   –  that would really convey… just  how miserable I really feel. I have pain  covering from the hip area to the top of my head  and areas that just plain   –  well just feel dead to the touch.

Always,  it must be “Murphy’s Law”  –  pain attacks me on the weekend and of course there was  a “Holiday Weekend”    and another   coming up – which means  –  No Doctors available!

Can not  just go to the emergency Room  – on this type of  “Holiday Weekend”  – if they don’t   see “Blood”   –   you went to the Hospital   –   just to waste time!

So,  what to do with myself? 

 Suffer  –  until I just can’t stand it  any longer  –  or take the  next pain pill a little sooner? 

When,  I left the hospital,  I was told to get plenty of rest.  Do not do anything?  Do not think you should now start to clean the house?  And,   don’t spend all your time on the   “SOFA!” 

Well, what do you mean – “Do something  or  Rest?! ”   Which is it?   You can’t give orders  – where the one order washes out the good sense of the the other order?

So,  just so every one that reads  this…  will know that right now… I am not working with   all my marbles   in the right place,  In fact,  the brain cells have turn to mush, and most probably…  everything that I will be doing for a while will be on the scrambling side of the road for me?

If any of this makes any  “sense”  and if,   or not  –  maybe  very soon  – all will be well  –  with  “ME?”


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